Reading today about peace and the impossibility of finding it here on
earth—hunger, illness, sin—and the list of what plagues us is a
lot longer. Dreamed last night about Harriet, Beth’s grandmother,
and woke feeling like she had died. It feels like a test of whether
God will give me a sense of fear when Dave is in danger.
What I’m looking for is someone I know will look out for me—rescue
me when I can’t help myself. I can only do so much. I need to know
God is there—know in a quantifiable way—need to see Him acting.
Otherwise, I am truly alone. I am more afraid of this than anything
else.
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