Something changed when I thought about yielding to God. Something let
go. I don’t know what, but I’m not as tied up.
First, it seems now like this season may be longer than I wanted or
planned. I understand it is more out of my hands than I did before
and the living I do in it is not so strangling. Sometimes, when Dave
coughs those deep, wracking coughs or is so weary he can hardly walk,
it’s easy to get annoyed or discouraged, but there are equal times
of easier days.
Making decisions regarding what he wants for his future is going to
be very helpful. He is deciding now, so I don’t have to. It sets me
free, free enough that I have already decided, and continue to
decide, what I am willing to do.
I think I have released at least a part of my stranglehold on our
lives, and I can breathe a bit. So thankful for this respite, this
time of greater ease.
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